inside me

Rasanya sulit buat nerima keadaan. Tapi manusia cuma bisa nerima keadaan yang udah digariskan. dua hal yang saya gak suka, nasib ama Lucky. seolah-olah mereka menertawakan saya, mereka lagi mencemoohkan saya, mereka memperolok saya.
rasanya sulitbuat ngambil keputusan, dimana pilihan ini dihadapkan pada kesulitan dan resiko yang besar dan sungguh gak bisa saya terima. again..am frowning*

am so f-ing believe for what am doing...i do believe that i can do what i want to do. but its different when i'm facing thiz w/ 'u'. ur problem is my problem too dear mbebebkuw.

deep inside my heart :: i can do nothing. am stucked. im so confused. life is a riddle. but for me life is an adventure (ngiklan bgt)...we have to survive to pass another adventure dear...

dear, im so sorry that i want more for us, bukannya itu tujuan kita??
maybe am the lamest, the weirdo people in thiz f-ing world, it's all about wrong to giving up for this life....am really sure, that we are meant something....

dear mbebeb.....be strong my dear...u'll be splendid....


xoxooxxooo