F O K U S

cuma 5 huruf....
Entah apa yang buat susah buat ngerangkainya dalam satu kesatuan yang utuh buat di lakukan. rasanya dia bekerjasama sama sang waktu. sama-sama susah buat di kejar. Hah...saya cuma bisa berencana dan cuma bisa berharap.



many errands to do. tapi entah yang mana yang harus jadi bahan pertimbangan yang lebih dulu dikerjakan. Am so f-ing messed.
di tambah lagi, masalah yang ditakutkan. ketakutan. kenapa selalu menghantui??? Mungkin ini saatnya menyalahkan maraknya kemunculan mereka(hantu-red), yang terlalu diekspos di dunia nyata ini. bukan menyalahkan mereka yang buat, menyalahkan kenapa mereka mau buat itu? kan jadi takut saya..Errrr...gak nyambung.
sudahlah...kembali ke fokus..(tuh kan barusan gak fokus).


Kemarin saya pake kuteks warna biru, kalo yang ini sih agak fokus warnanya. sesuai dengan keinginan dalam minggu ini. Lol. cute*. jadi yang ini, Fokus check....

urusan kerjaan pramuka, ngirim email ke komikusnya...done too.....Check*

*dear mbebebkuw: hope u can focus for ur job, hope Alloh make u stayed for a very long time besides me in this lovely town, hope u can make "it". i know, Alloh have planned the best for ya.....
i really really really...so f-ing really love ya mbebebkuw......
hope we can through all of this. yes mbebebkuw...we can make it...

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoox
















DeMiNa....

Mari Bercinta (Me version)

Mari Bercinta...

Sepanjang malam....
Sepanjang deadline...

Sepanjang halaman...
Sepanjang panjangnya....

Sepanjang tujuan...
Sepanjang harapan.....

Deadline...
Making love to deadline, giving me a feel where is a good way to receive the good one...
Making me feel alive...Seriously.
I lived coz a deadline. It's a sexy desire. A teasing passion.


DeMiNa

back to my youth

That crazY little thing that called love




Totally awesome.remains me at the time,when love is something that really weird.by hearing his bikes sound,make thiz heart jump. Ooppsss.....hahahahah
Starting with a flirthing story that almost make it the one love story ever for her life....so fantastic.
Love make Nam changes.from a freak girl being a fantastic one.I can't even believe she is beautiful.I mean,look at her skin.lol.
But, at the end,she prove that she really something.
Look at her eye,her smile....oooowwwww

*is kissing forbidden in thai???its more romantic,if in this movie u guys make a kiss scene.hehehehehehe....
But over all, I really like it.and thai so great,hope I can make one for my country someday.


















this scene makes my heart jumping...jumping....lol*




watching thiz muvie makes me in love again....so in lav w/ ya mbebebkuw...



Xoxo
DeMiNa

noctural creature

Me...being a noctural creature.
that's the theme of my life for this few month. just like bat. hunting the prey at night, so i can sleep well in the morning. sometimes it keep amusing me, got dizzy and pass the good show at tv, but sometimes i have a good time alone at night, while all the silent arround me, and dreaming waiting in the morning.
no need caffeine to be a noctural creature like me. just hunt another things good. huh...it kinda realease when u feel alone, but it kinda suck at day if u alone.
i dunno what pic that i should put in this post, i dont like bat(represent the noctutal one), i dont like b*tch(lol), i dont even like 'mata panda'.
and now, it's been 06.49. u know what excatly time it is for me?
it sleep time..
morning folks..

xoxo

Debbie Miranda Napitupulu

dexter-ing

one more. another faboulous story of thiz holywood things. this is so f**king great. i mean, how come this is even be a good one? can't hardly think how this people grow up with their ability to make a good things to do. they became what they want. how cool is that. a killer, a defender of the murderer, by killing them. this country so need Dexter. being so nauseated with all the bad people in this country. i'll let dexter handle it. maybe he can change this mess country be a peace one. BTW, that's just hope, how come that happened in here, while some people keep making their rule. feel so uncomfortable.
first impression about this serial was so mean...mocking the cast and the story, but eventually i bought the 4 next season..lol* now, at night, dexter became a good friend. indeed... he knows how to make my heart jump and he know how to replaced it. lol*
Dexter-ing became habit at night....so cool....

xoxo

Debbie Miranda Napitupulu

Let's fight Mr President

It's been few days since i saw some silly student standing besides the trafic light at Dago, holding some boxes that writen down for some silly charity for SBY. Obviously its says "Koin Untuk SBY". This is so fudging (i should sensor it with this word, its worted) annoying.
This is why, we as a people who can read, can make a conclusion, can make a good conclusion excatly, from all side. This is why, there always some warning to read and make an atention from the begining. I mean, stop punishing yourself from the stupidity. Stop arguing with your heart. Are you guys really even watch it from the begining???
Big question mark huh...Yes it is. Why always spending your quality time for complaining and comlaining. is it even worted, if you guys stays at ur lodge and doing some errands that keep ur mind think positive?
That's why we always concern anything from the bottom, from the base, from the begining. Is not easy to become a leaders. I bet u guys know it. Even you want to sell ur gut just to make sure that ur people behind u support u.
Mr President, if this country always complaining, let make a new one, u deserve better.
This is makes me adore our perfect leader, Muhammad Saw. The one that bring us to a bright world, a bright minds, and peacefull at our heart.

Wish Me Luck

Bismillahhirahmanirahim...
Here i am....
the first post in 2011. Am not completely new if not posting something in this sexy blog. hahaha..
First of all, i wanna say Happy Beloved New Year, May this year, all the postponed plan can be completely done. And all the bad habit, all the bad things, just leave it with the past. And take a good side to moving forward.
suddenly, i feel so new of myself. Dunno what and dunno why, but it kinda refresh me. Altough many problems happened, i can make it prefectly not getting worst like always. instead, i kinda feel that i am, my new...soooo mature. (Hope so).
And here i am, in the end of this beautiful January, i wanna wish something good, something can drive me into something big, something that i want from all this suffer, this sacrifice, this struggle. may i got what i wish. Hope Dear Alloh SWT, pointing me some sign to make my life better and getting better.
And also, my dearest parents,....hope both of you always in a good condition, stay health, and always praying me for the best.
My lovely Dee, hope u can get what the best for u. Hope P*rt*m*n* provide a room for u here(Bandung ofcourse).
The twin, hope the best for ya, hah...
My dear Mbebeb a.k.a My Hallet, hope u can reach the best for u too, hope the target done, and u;ll be one of the best AO in ur bank.
And the last, me..Hope i can make all my wish come true. Just like a cinderella that found her beautiful shoes.

My dear Debocan, i promise u, that i will always keep in touch to u...
xoxo

Debbie Miranda Napitupulu