balance hormones

Welcoming this new year with some crap.....
That's the tag of this year. Begining with some stupidity behavior, some silly act???
Oh so annoying. I mean, why i do all that act?
I blaming my unstabilities hormones....PMS..oh PMS..it's always makes my 'hallet' becoming a yummy victim.
Stated with some little mistakes, i act so weird. it feels like am the only one person who got so suffer in this world. Why is my hormones working like that? It should be working pushing my happiness wish to act in positives ways. BUt what i got? I got nothing. Even the worst, i am so crap at the begining this year. It feels so dumb.
But, the four letter(damn, i feel so alay, even alay 'pisan' euy)*LOVE, makes me melting. I can't make a war at him in a long term. It fells so lonely. Wih i can turn back the time, i'll not make that stupid act mbebeb, or maybe i'll eat some medicine to stabilize my hormones.(seriously, i must make this balance, it always make my PMS days worst)...

Mbebeb and my Debocan, Happy New Year, wish in this year, we can make another dream come true. And big Thanks MAny Alhamdulillah to Alloh SWT, for what i've got, for blessing me, my family, my mbebeb, my Debocan, and Ya Rabb, thanks for the gift, the love that still there for me...

Bismillah...Bismillah...Bismillah...
I am starting this new year with a truly Bismillah, to make all pendings dreams come true..Wish Alloh blessing me all the way.

Xoxo